July grief in July of this year, a disaster of July, the sudden death of the eldest daughter, this is not a wealthy family's back can be a heavy burden, honest parents instantly knocked down this bad news for rural families. In such a sadness in July, also began a period of emotional entanglements between me and the girl. Origin July just returned from overseas return home suddenly aunt called cousin pick up the phone mood is very unstable, and call me in the past see Cousin in the end what happened to the original cousin's girlfriend in G City accident, local police initially identified as a suicide, the cousin got the news, and then collapsed. cousin begged me to accompany him to run trip G City to determine the authenticity of the things I can not bear to cousin as painful as it was agreed that accompanied go G City so I know a girl ~ ~ ~, the first time I saw a girl, I have a sad feeling for a The 20-year-old girl alone to go to a strange city to deal with the funeral of her sister, it is conceivable saddled with much of the psychological burden of .3 years ago, I experienced the same thing, to understand the kind of pain, I could not help but to care about a girl six people very nervous economy in the G City is only open for a double room, daily sleep I squeeze in a bed and the girl. The sister was afraid to leave the girls (with their loved ones to leave experienced all know) so every night I go to sleep until after the girl was asleep, although during the day and made exhausted. In dealing with future generations of girl sister, I also try to go and the girl to save money, the eating point cheapest rice noodles and the like. Want to ease her burden, the girls think of me as their own reliance, but often days from people willing original girl has been do not know I'm married. slowly cousin found that the relationship between me and the girls point delicate afraid I would hurt the girl told the girl I, I had originally intended period of time, the girl's emotional stability after telling the girl thing, the truth UGG Mini Bailey Button Outlet, the results because the cousin's frankly makes me feel ashamed. clashed so and cousin, the girls know the truth and do not blame me but to comfort me, that night, and the girl two chatted in the room for a long time, as the case happened. deceased not rich in this article from the past touching story short the happiness this article from the past touching story Sister created because the tragedy occurred and the girl later story. the family has brought a heavy financial burden and emotional burden, girls home turned out to be a brother three sisters at home, the girls ranked second. faced after the death of the eldest sister the economic burden girl must assume this responsibility. girl is engaged in the dance performances, her performances in the theater inside the top surface. Sometimes the in country performances do not have a car, then you want to wait until after the troupe performing all over the car to follow the troupe with home, in order to make her go to bed earlier, reducing her daily Car Rental cost of the home. matter how busy every day adhere to pick her up from work once to send girls to perform her dance fascinated to see the girls performing girl of the moment is really beautiful ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ every home rode, the girl in the back to hold me, it feels good, prefer that way so life go on. accompany me in love when girls come with me a trip to the brother's grave stood silently in my heart, I silently said to the girl: this life only negative I, I never negative you girl home every time I go to see the girl cooking, laundry UGG Roslynn Outlet, take care of younger siblings and I deeply for her I hate the most, fascination, unable to extricate themselves day to see the smiling faces of the girl and her signature giggle feel good meet. every time to accompany her shopping so happy to see her smiling face (in fact, before shopping and her most objectionable matter) sometimes when the two alone together to talk to her or my day of interesting, sometimes talk to my marriage above to see the girl sad eyes my heart shivers, does not know that we love exactly where to go. At this time, I am also very helpless, had told her: If you can find the love you boy, you can tell me, I will leave you, and will bless you, despite my heartache, dismay, but only you to be happy, I'm willing to quit, we are also try not to think about this problem together. occasionally chatted with her sister and all the previous, each time to talk to the sister girl could not help but shed tears, she said her sister is the most understanding her heart trauma takes time to treatment, this time I can do is hugging her, she said: fool, do so, regardless of how you and me, do you not think that we meet, fall in love, is the sister of this arrangement it? maybe sister is no longer with us, but do not you think her to your side instead of taking care of her, care about you, do not be sad, sister in heaven do not want you so painful dead gone, you now do is to replace the older sister to take care of the good brothers and sisters and your parents to see her suffering and the economic burden faced I think I should not be a day for pick he goes to work, I also can do more things for her, and decided to go to work, but often such is life, the days are not from people willing to her feelings of that time because of my work, negligence leads to feelings toward the trough. the emotional entanglements happiness is short crazy after the calm, facing the often harsh reality I work one week time, finally realized that the girl one day, I was a married man. despite my unhappy marriage, divorce next year, but I also a daughter, she and her family ever mentioned my case, very much against her family. gradually began to alienate each call did not say a few words to say tired want to rest, or is in the show, and do not have time I also feeling out of her indifference, but I really can not let go this feeling every day or still play in the past five telephone, and finally one day we fight ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ That friend's grandmother passed away I please with the boss day off to give gifts. suddenly wanted to see her have not seen her the day the weather was cold and rainy outside. came back from a friend's house at night I did not advance to greet her taxi waiting for her to go inside the city, I on the train when she called and told her I went to the city with her results, she said Tonight I want to go home to my parents at home, something she would say. fact, the day she did not go home. later know ...... I fear the next day no time, and told her to call her the next day in the back because she will promise very firm, but her attitude that day. discern her changes, combined with a few days she was my indifference, I began to suspect that she is not to find another boyfriend. later told her: you are not looking for a boyfriend, and if that is the case, I've told you, as long as you find Hello boys, you can tell me, I am willing to quit I do not understand a short span of one week, before and after contrast you how then, I have been in too deep, and I hope you can come face to face with me that told me to roll, so I will lay down their share of sadness, since the injury, you hurt thoroughly, let me see how firm your heart, that I completely lost hope, the girl was also how would not agree to do that, she can not do. advised me to go back early tomorrow contact me I was anyway does not promise to her to call me personally roll ~ ~ ~ She later I Chande tired, the phone off. I hit her friend's phone and shouting at her to answer the phone, but that day would have thought she would say: What makes you, you think you are to hear these when heartache could not breathe, my second 26 years also shed The tears, the first time my brother died. day at the station waiting for three hours, with cold tremble but the pain of my heart ~ ~ ~ I finally know what broke our hearts. later than home, home put her photo all delete told myself over and over again in the heart: Give it up ~ ~ she no longer loves you originally thought between her and I really just end. ~ ~ ~ The next day I went hospital at night blowing night wind high fever ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ half past eleven I did not expect her call one night I finally determination under instant crash when girls call just in hospital and put on an intravenous drip, I told her that I was in the hospital girls think of that night and so she entered the hospital, her discourse UGG Ultimate Bind Outlet, I hear, share concern, that hint of apology. ~ ~ ~ ~ Although the share of concern that sub apologies hidden deep girl said you wanted to see my words now come to my house and then immediately shout the doctors unplug drip into her home in time to see her all grievances, all the blame will be wiped. the obvious thin girl in front of me, his face rendered unhealthy yellow wax lying in bed listless was miss clinging to her past, and replaced before I would not hesitate to do that, but I was hesitated, feeling a layer of invisible wall between us, the people of the kind of strange feeling so uncomfortable. they foolishly looked at each other without saying a word, so silly, as the later, or I break the deadlock, you recently lost a lot of weight, how this period of time not seen such a mess girl simply said something after listening to: nothing? not what? yourself look at your recent lean into what I said: The girl smiled: you said yourself is not the same as all of a sudden I froze, because she still cared about me, because she did not complete the I forgot again spread in the heart. girls see my station where she was not lying in bed a good Then he got up to go in the living room when I could not help but rushed to hug her and want some time ago miss all the blame, but the desire is good, the reality is cruel, Oh ~ ~ ~ ~ I hold is clinging to a very intense, but the girl's reaction, do not think she is a fierce response I, but it is to resist the push me away. then heart hurts just a little hope shattered, the hardy children ......... girl went to the room, back to the bed, in a room fell silent, I stand at the window of her home looking at the car to drive to, I think, and intimate with her to the unfamiliar, apathy, and pushed open the disgust that moment my eyes inside to show it. Xinrudaoge ~ ~ ~ ~ third life could not help the tears in his eyes, did not dare look at her, for fear she saw my tears so hurried out of her room, standing in front of the room: me first to go to voice trembled a little out of her door shut the door station long, long time at the top of the stairs are afraid downstairs afraid that others will see I curse myself over and over again: how his mother, a Tate's husband's motionless on the tears, you are still not a man. finally stable good mood out her home, on the train on the way home made a text message to her content follows small (girls pseudonym) Sorry, I might have to slip of the tongue, you know? when you pushed my moment, I see you The eyes of the Nama disgust, cut my heart ~ ~ ~ I finally know our love was gone I hope that after you find a love you boy, I will bless you, get out of your house, I stood on the stairs mouth a long time can not calm down, tears unconsciously came out I last drop of tears flow for you and also thank you for some time before the tolerance girl replied: I do not know what the feelings in the end is what I need to do a bad girl, why I want to get the things are not. since the choice to abstain completely point the future and do not contact when I saw I was shaken, I could see the content of the information, certainly During this time, she happened what happened. because she never did tell me the time her exactly what happened. the group doubts do not untie me always fit. exactly why her back and forth between change so This happened, strongly restrain myself not to think about her. But restraint less than a day to more than nine in the evening could not bear it and sent a text message asked the girl where now, okay? The results of the day the girl was sick at home, countenance, stomach pain sweating. Was anxious, hurried to the hospital to go visit her home to catch her symptoms with your doctor took drugs because some time ago in Internet cafes, the car was stolen. Night traffic inconvenient and called a friend to send me to the girl's home, to the girl home to see her lying in bed the pain huddled good sad. Handed her the drug, according to the dose the doctor said to her, repeat. See as well-behaved as before, she nodded. Feeling has returned to the old days, girls younger siblings are too embarrassed to stay long that night, even though I have never in the girl's home less stay overnight, but the situation is not the same as before. With a touch of sadness to leave her home, said the next day to see her. The morning the next day finished with personal hygiene, went straight to the girl's home. Feel when saw a girl in a back to accompany the girl to chat again heard the girl signs sinister sound. All previous values. Girls in the afternoon performances, looking for an excuse to stay for some time and she said their own winter clothes, you want her to accompany me on the street to buy a down jacket. The clothes I wear for a month are reluctant to change (not, I personally do not pay attention to health, but the clothes she helped me pick) you do not nausea, ha ha ~ ~ ~ ~ ~. Later, we gather once a day and the girl at the hotel to open the room to talk to more than three. Wait until wide open seeing her sleeping like night, because I was afraid of the next meet not know until the day her sleep. I especially cherish girl together every minute. Brief moment during the regular phone SMS contact, despite the usual over, but the two always feel love as there is endless talk about the topic, the undying interesting. There are only subtle greetings like to eat it? Physically okay! Every time I asked her if she did not want me, she would diverge topic ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ However, I also continue to adhere to. Always do not give up, just remember the girl before all the good, and not look at the eyes dull like the exchanges between ordinary friends. Only to that night, the day after the separation, this is good to accompany her to her time shopping, when my phone is dead, the only night only then electric charge. A boot to see her playing a lot of calls to me, and then immediately return phone calls to her. Received a phone call girls ask me where, when you come back. I said back need to go around two o'clock in the the W city of (my career is a long-distance drivers). Asked her not tomorrow, and asked me to accompany her shopping. Little excitement finally can see her, but she is a two-point said: forget, we still have to perform tomorrow. In order not to delay her performances, had to say, you take a break I'm back in the call to you, to the time you go to the side of the road I'll give you money, you buy it! (Although she does not say but I know that during that time she was very nervous economy) back to the city has two p.m., in the door of the girl friend's house to see the girl and a friend down talking and laughing dressed back backpack when I wonder, how are sleeping at night dressed so doing neat to go to when I restrain doubt in his heart. Casually chatted for a few, she said to accompany a friend to pick up something immediately to bed, told me to go first. I grew more and more right in the car, how then told her to wait for me, she said tired to be performed, and how to accompany a friend to pick up something spirit so well. Could not help but called in the past, her phone off, playing her friends call her friend said WS, so call her friends told her to answer the phone in the toilet on the results did not have long to wait to call her phone and boot over a. I began to suspect that she is not is not in hell, before she never was so strange. The phone did not say two she said I was tired to sleep. So I hung, I was dizzy. Call back, the phone shut down. I began to worry, and think of the girls told me to do bad girl, girl friend and suction Ma old (a soft drug long-term smoking a lot of damage to the brain) boyfriend, plus I she never want to give girls money together various reasons, I doubt that she will go smoke and others that thing. Immediately contact the girl that a friend asked her the girl is still not there, her friend said just go, do not know where to go. A halo, is this what not to say to accompany a friend to pick up things, how her friend had not gone, she is not people. Evening anxious, but not the girls phone off even if the return to the city do not know where she went, and had to stop to call her friend, her friend and boyfriend during sex to do, hehe ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ man well done. Received a telephone call scolded say: you is not faulty, said they do not know where to go, you old so call also allows people to live. If you want to find her, so be it! Tomorrow I called you yourself personally asked her to go, do JB bother us UGG Ultimate Tall Braid. One also feel embarrassed, the middle of the night to disturb the good of the people. Did not live in little love to disturb others. ~ ~ ~ ~ Harbour situation that is willing to do you a lifetime to the concentration, willing to make a lifetime candidate. Did not sleep the next day got up early to me on the phone to the girl's friends asked them up no results that the couple did not get up, so he asked the address went to the girl friend open room hotel, opened another room in a night the hotel waiting for the arrival of the girls. At eight o'clock in the morning to wait until half past ten, the girl finally came. Saw the girl I asked first sentence: you go last night, and why the phone off. Do you know how much I worry about you? I'm so afraid that you go to Ma old, and together they suck so scared they bring no return Did you know? Do not worry, I will not do that kind of thing, you melon head too thought then Oh giggle. You last night, where to go, how your friends do not know where you go? I fainted ~ ~ ~ she knew I went to her house why she did not know that I know why she did say the brief quarrel of the room into a quiet little you know? I really worry about you deteriorate. I would prefer that you feel at ease and then get married and have children, do not want to see you become a drug girl find a boyfriend. Would not it! Rest assured I was not so stupid as to get a girl this commitment and I do not want to tangle on this issue above UGG Classic Tall Fancy Outlet. I suddenly see clearly now between me and the girls to get along in what ways. Say lovers Well! Unlike, say friends are for! Than ordinary friendships to be close! I asked the girl I want to Know that she will be happy, at least we will not give her any burden. Girl from her friends know that I did not sleep in a night has been called I sleep, I want her to accompany me to sleep with (man Well ~ ~!! Hehe ~ ~ ~) she resolutely you dry. Later, the girl why she was some time ago to say I do it to me. That time to pay because she had a boyfriend, boy chasing her for a long time, only to shortly before the girl agreed to the boy and dealing with her for some time. Between I suddenly understood the previous all because she do not want to be hovering between the two men, want to give up on me and then to concentrate to try and boy exchanges. I know that later pretended to be calm, and she was kind enough to say will bless you as long as he Hello, I would quit. Pretend to teach her how to get along with people. In fact, when I fucking heartache too can not find direction, because they've done that kind of commitment. The have Jiangyanhuanxiao. So I am ready to leave, because fuck tears began to come out, do not want to let her see my dismay look. I stood up from the bed and ready to leave, I did not expect the girl moves faster night I bought her something of the money lost to the bed and stood up and opened the door and left. I saw them, anxious the (front did and girls together twenty-six years, six months with her anxious and more depressed) a door pushed live pulled her to let go. Could not restrain their emotions finally in front of her crying out. Small, you can not do not when I last left you let me be a lose the trust of the people, the money I promise to buy you money to help things, the way you throw me tantamount destroyed in front of me trying to do to together in front of you never lose the trust, do you want me be the last to leave when lose the trust of the people? The girl was crying you think I want this, you know that I'm doing more painful, I told your family, they do not agree, I have a way, how can I do? You think in front of me, as you well by this? I also heartache. Every time you fierce, my mind was the pain you know? My heart trembling again, that I always thought that I was wronged, I did not expect the girls are disproportionately affected by pressure than I, she is not does not love me, but I love, I can enjoy the love, to pursue her. But she had to share love deeply hidden to hurt their loved ones. Had thought that this plot will only appear in the inside Korea Gouxue drama, I did not expect to make I met this girl reality. The girls and I did not go to control their feelings two fiercely embrace and kiss each other fiercely, and wait for them to melt into each other in their own body, to become part of each other's. That memory until the end of life, the day I will not forget, unforgettable. Calm down, and I finally figured out how to face emotional problems between me and the girl. In order to not let the girls in the same pain, I chose to do the girl behind the shadow, even if his boyfriend, get married and have children later. My heart is still ~ ~ haha ~ ~ ~ I have no regrets ~ ~ ~ ~ she once loved me, and once I cried, I laughed too. Although the time is not very long, but a lot of things we have experienced is indeed ~ ~ ~ have also gone through the death of the brothers and sisters, the same understanding of the kind of pain ~ ~ ~ life can have such a love my contentment, even if not a lifetime together. But I am willing to do the Harbour after she was injured, so no matter how hard she has to retreat ~ ~ ~ ~ I am willing to do you a lifetime Harbour, although aware of may be very painful. But I will still do that, maybe silly, very naive. But I really regrets. . UGG Adirondack Tall. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Finally finished behind those words maybe some friends would scoff ~ ~ ~ but others love how how want to go. But this thing is my personal experience. Know how to do that on the line, write it also aims to have the support of the network inside. Culture water products is not written mess, friends throw eggs, do not understand the way to step on the feet are nothing. Oh ~ ~ ~ ~. 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Monday, October 22, 2012
each other in their own body
July grief in July of this year, a disaster of July, the sudden death of the eldest daughter, this is not a wealthy family's back can be a heavy burden, honest parents instantly knocked down this bad news for rural families. In such a sadness in July, also began a period of emotional entanglements between me and the girl. Origin July just returned from overseas return home suddenly aunt called cousin pick up the phone mood is very unstable, and call me in the past see Cousin in the end what happened to the original cousin's girlfriend in G City accident, local police initially identified as a suicide, the cousin got the news, and then collapsed. cousin begged me to accompany him to run trip G City to determine the authenticity of the things I can not bear to cousin as painful as it was agreed that accompanied go G City so I know a girl ~ ~ ~, the first time I saw a girl, I have a sad feeling for a The 20-year-old girl alone to go to a strange city to deal with the funeral of her sister, it is conceivable saddled with much of the psychological burden of .3 years ago, I experienced the same thing, to understand the kind of pain, I could not help but to care about a girl six people very nervous economy in the G City is only open for a double room, daily sleep I squeeze in a bed and the girl. The sister was afraid to leave the girls (with their loved ones to leave experienced all know) so every night I go to sleep until after the girl was asleep, although during the day and made exhausted. In dealing with future generations of girl sister, I also try to go and the girl to save money, the eating point cheapest rice noodles and the like. Want to ease her burden, the girls think of me as their own reliance, but often days from people willing original girl has been do not know I'm married. slowly cousin found that the relationship between me and the girls point delicate afraid I would hurt the girl told the girl I, I had originally intended period of time, the girl's emotional stability after telling the girl thing, the truth UGG Mini Bailey Button Outlet, the results because the cousin's frankly makes me feel ashamed. clashed so and cousin, the girls know the truth and do not blame me but to comfort me, that night, and the girl two chatted in the room for a long time, as the case happened. deceased not rich in this article from the past touching story short the happiness this article from the past touching story Sister created because the tragedy occurred and the girl later story. the family has brought a heavy financial burden and emotional burden, girls home turned out to be a brother three sisters at home, the girls ranked second. faced after the death of the eldest sister the economic burden girl must assume this responsibility. girl is engaged in the dance performances, her performances in the theater inside the top surface. Sometimes the in country performances do not have a car, then you want to wait until after the troupe performing all over the car to follow the troupe with home, in order to make her go to bed earlier, reducing her daily Car Rental cost of the home. matter how busy every day adhere to pick her up from work once to send girls to perform her dance fascinated to see the girls performing girl of the moment is really beautiful ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ every home rode, the girl in the back to hold me, it feels good, prefer that way so life go on. accompany me in love when girls come with me a trip to the brother's grave stood silently in my heart, I silently said to the girl: this life only negative I, I never negative you girl home every time I go to see the girl cooking, laundry UGG Roslynn Outlet, take care of younger siblings and I deeply for her I hate the most, fascination, unable to extricate themselves day to see the smiling faces of the girl and her signature giggle feel good meet. every time to accompany her shopping so happy to see her smiling face (in fact, before shopping and her most objectionable matter) sometimes when the two alone together to talk to her or my day of interesting, sometimes talk to my marriage above to see the girl sad eyes my heart shivers, does not know that we love exactly where to go. At this time, I am also very helpless, had told her: If you can find the love you boy, you can tell me, I will leave you, and will bless you, despite my heartache, dismay, but only you to be happy, I'm willing to quit, we are also try not to think about this problem together. occasionally chatted with her sister and all the previous, each time to talk to the sister girl could not help but shed tears, she said her sister is the most understanding her heart trauma takes time to treatment, this time I can do is hugging her, she said: fool, do so, regardless of how you and me, do you not think that we meet, fall in love, is the sister of this arrangement it? maybe sister is no longer with us, but do not you think her to your side instead of taking care of her, care about you, do not be sad, sister in heaven do not want you so painful dead gone, you now do is to replace the older sister to take care of the good brothers and sisters and your parents to see her suffering and the economic burden faced I think I should not be a day for pick he goes to work, I also can do more things for her, and decided to go to work, but often such is life, the days are not from people willing to her feelings of that time because of my work, negligence leads to feelings toward the trough. the emotional entanglements happiness is short crazy after the calm, facing the often harsh reality I work one week time, finally realized that the girl one day, I was a married man. despite my unhappy marriage, divorce next year, but I also a daughter, she and her family ever mentioned my case, very much against her family. gradually began to alienate each call did not say a few words to say tired want to rest, or is in the show, and do not have time I also feeling out of her indifference, but I really can not let go this feeling every day or still play in the past five telephone, and finally one day we fight ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ That friend's grandmother passed away I please with the boss day off to give gifts. suddenly wanted to see her have not seen her the day the weather was cold and rainy outside. came back from a friend's house at night I did not advance to greet her taxi waiting for her to go inside the city, I on the train when she called and told her I went to the city with her results, she said Tonight I want to go home to my parents at home, something she would say. fact, the day she did not go home. later know ...... I fear the next day no time, and told her to call her the next day in the back because she will promise very firm, but her attitude that day. discern her changes, combined with a few days she was my indifference, I began to suspect that she is not to find another boyfriend. later told her: you are not looking for a boyfriend, and if that is the case, I've told you, as long as you find Hello boys, you can tell me, I am willing to quit I do not understand a short span of one week, before and after contrast you how then, I have been in too deep, and I hope you can come face to face with me that told me to roll, so I will lay down their share of sadness, since the injury, you hurt thoroughly, let me see how firm your heart, that I completely lost hope, the girl was also how would not agree to do that, she can not do. advised me to go back early tomorrow contact me I was anyway does not promise to her to call me personally roll ~ ~ ~ She later I Chande tired, the phone off. I hit her friend's phone and shouting at her to answer the phone, but that day would have thought she would say: What makes you, you think you are to hear these when heartache could not breathe, my second 26 years also shed The tears, the first time my brother died. day at the station waiting for three hours, with cold tremble but the pain of my heart ~ ~ ~ I finally know what broke our hearts. later than home, home put her photo all delete told myself over and over again in the heart: Give it up ~ ~ she no longer loves you originally thought between her and I really just end. ~ ~ ~ The next day I went hospital at night blowing night wind high fever ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ half past eleven I did not expect her call one night I finally determination under instant crash when girls call just in hospital and put on an intravenous drip, I told her that I was in the hospital girls think of that night and so she entered the hospital, her discourse UGG Ultimate Bind Outlet, I hear, share concern, that hint of apology. ~ ~ ~ ~ Although the share of concern that sub apologies hidden deep girl said you wanted to see my words now come to my house and then immediately shout the doctors unplug drip into her home in time to see her all grievances, all the blame will be wiped. the obvious thin girl in front of me, his face rendered unhealthy yellow wax lying in bed listless was miss clinging to her past, and replaced before I would not hesitate to do that, but I was hesitated, feeling a layer of invisible wall between us, the people of the kind of strange feeling so uncomfortable. they foolishly looked at each other without saying a word, so silly, as the later, or I break the deadlock, you recently lost a lot of weight, how this period of time not seen such a mess girl simply said something after listening to: nothing? not what? yourself look at your recent lean into what I said: The girl smiled: you said yourself is not the same as all of a sudden I froze, because she still cared about me, because she did not complete the I forgot again spread in the heart. girls see my station where she was not lying in bed a good Then he got up to go in the living room when I could not help but rushed to hug her and want some time ago miss all the blame, but the desire is good, the reality is cruel, Oh ~ ~ ~ ~ I hold is clinging to a very intense, but the girl's reaction, do not think she is a fierce response I, but it is to resist the push me away. then heart hurts just a little hope shattered, the hardy children ......... girl went to the room, back to the bed, in a room fell silent, I stand at the window of her home looking at the car to drive to, I think, and intimate with her to the unfamiliar, apathy, and pushed open the disgust that moment my eyes inside to show it. Xinrudaoge ~ ~ ~ ~ third life could not help the tears in his eyes, did not dare look at her, for fear she saw my tears so hurried out of her room, standing in front of the room: me first to go to voice trembled a little out of her door shut the door station long, long time at the top of the stairs are afraid downstairs afraid that others will see I curse myself over and over again: how his mother, a Tate's husband's motionless on the tears, you are still not a man. finally stable good mood out her home, on the train on the way home made a text message to her content follows small (girls pseudonym) Sorry, I might have to slip of the tongue, you know? when you pushed my moment, I see you The eyes of the Nama disgust, cut my heart ~ ~ ~ I finally know our love was gone I hope that after you find a love you boy, I will bless you, get out of your house, I stood on the stairs mouth a long time can not calm down, tears unconsciously came out I last drop of tears flow for you and also thank you for some time before the tolerance girl replied: I do not know what the feelings in the end is what I need to do a bad girl, why I want to get the things are not. since the choice to abstain completely point the future and do not contact when I saw I was shaken, I could see the content of the information, certainly During this time, she happened what happened. because she never did tell me the time her exactly what happened. the group doubts do not untie me always fit. exactly why her back and forth between change so This happened, strongly restrain myself not to think about her. But restraint less than a day to more than nine in the evening could not bear it and sent a text message asked the girl where now, okay? The results of the day the girl was sick at home, countenance, stomach pain sweating. Was anxious, hurried to the hospital to go visit her home to catch her symptoms with your doctor took drugs because some time ago in Internet cafes, the car was stolen. Night traffic inconvenient and called a friend to send me to the girl's home, to the girl home to see her lying in bed the pain huddled good sad. Handed her the drug, according to the dose the doctor said to her, repeat. See as well-behaved as before, she nodded. Feeling has returned to the old days, girls younger siblings are too embarrassed to stay long that night, even though I have never in the girl's home less stay overnight, but the situation is not the same as before. With a touch of sadness to leave her home, said the next day to see her. The morning the next day finished with personal hygiene, went straight to the girl's home. Feel when saw a girl in a back to accompany the girl to chat again heard the girl signs sinister sound. All previous values. Girls in the afternoon performances, looking for an excuse to stay for some time and she said their own winter clothes, you want her to accompany me on the street to buy a down jacket. The clothes I wear for a month are reluctant to change (not, I personally do not pay attention to health, but the clothes she helped me pick) you do not nausea, ha ha ~ ~ ~ ~ ~. Later, we gather once a day and the girl at the hotel to open the room to talk to more than three. Wait until wide open seeing her sleeping like night, because I was afraid of the next meet not know until the day her sleep. I especially cherish girl together every minute. Brief moment during the regular phone SMS contact, despite the usual over, but the two always feel love as there is endless talk about the topic, the undying interesting. There are only subtle greetings like to eat it? Physically okay! Every time I asked her if she did not want me, she would diverge topic ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ However, I also continue to adhere to. Always do not give up, just remember the girl before all the good, and not look at the eyes dull like the exchanges between ordinary friends. Only to that night, the day after the separation, this is good to accompany her to her time shopping, when my phone is dead, the only night only then electric charge. A boot to see her playing a lot of calls to me, and then immediately return phone calls to her. Received a phone call girls ask me where, when you come back. I said back need to go around two o'clock in the the W city of (my career is a long-distance drivers). Asked her not tomorrow, and asked me to accompany her shopping. Little excitement finally can see her, but she is a two-point said: forget, we still have to perform tomorrow. In order not to delay her performances, had to say, you take a break I'm back in the call to you, to the time you go to the side of the road I'll give you money, you buy it! (Although she does not say but I know that during that time she was very nervous economy) back to the city has two p.m., in the door of the girl friend's house to see the girl and a friend down talking and laughing dressed back backpack when I wonder, how are sleeping at night dressed so doing neat to go to when I restrain doubt in his heart. Casually chatted for a few, she said to accompany a friend to pick up something immediately to bed, told me to go first. I grew more and more right in the car, how then told her to wait for me, she said tired to be performed, and how to accompany a friend to pick up something spirit so well. Could not help but called in the past, her phone off, playing her friends call her friend said WS, so call her friends told her to answer the phone in the toilet on the results did not have long to wait to call her phone and boot over a. I began to suspect that she is not is not in hell, before she never was so strange. The phone did not say two she said I was tired to sleep. So I hung, I was dizzy. Call back, the phone shut down. I began to worry, and think of the girls told me to do bad girl, girl friend and suction Ma old (a soft drug long-term smoking a lot of damage to the brain) boyfriend, plus I she never want to give girls money together various reasons, I doubt that she will go smoke and others that thing. Immediately contact the girl that a friend asked her the girl is still not there, her friend said just go, do not know where to go. A halo, is this what not to say to accompany a friend to pick up things, how her friend had not gone, she is not people. Evening anxious, but not the girls phone off even if the return to the city do not know where she went, and had to stop to call her friend, her friend and boyfriend during sex to do, hehe ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ man well done. Received a telephone call scolded say: you is not faulty, said they do not know where to go, you old so call also allows people to live. If you want to find her, so be it! Tomorrow I called you yourself personally asked her to go, do JB bother us UGG Ultimate Tall Braid. One also feel embarrassed, the middle of the night to disturb the good of the people. Did not live in little love to disturb others. ~ ~ ~ ~ Harbour situation that is willing to do you a lifetime to the concentration, willing to make a lifetime candidate. Did not sleep the next day got up early to me on the phone to the girl's friends asked them up no results that the couple did not get up, so he asked the address went to the girl friend open room hotel, opened another room in a night the hotel waiting for the arrival of the girls. At eight o'clock in the morning to wait until half past ten, the girl finally came. Saw the girl I asked first sentence: you go last night, and why the phone off. Do you know how much I worry about you? I'm so afraid that you go to Ma old, and together they suck so scared they bring no return Did you know? Do not worry, I will not do that kind of thing, you melon head too thought then Oh giggle. You last night, where to go, how your friends do not know where you go? I fainted ~ ~ ~ she knew I went to her house why she did not know that I know why she did say the brief quarrel of the room into a quiet little you know? I really worry about you deteriorate. I would prefer that you feel at ease and then get married and have children, do not want to see you become a drug girl find a boyfriend. Would not it! Rest assured I was not so stupid as to get a girl this commitment and I do not want to tangle on this issue above UGG Classic Tall Fancy Outlet. I suddenly see clearly now between me and the girls to get along in what ways. Say lovers Well! Unlike, say friends are for! Than ordinary friendships to be close! I asked the girl I want to Know that she will be happy, at least we will not give her any burden. Girl from her friends know that I did not sleep in a night has been called I sleep, I want her to accompany me to sleep with (man Well ~ ~!! Hehe ~ ~ ~) she resolutely you dry. Later, the girl why she was some time ago to say I do it to me. That time to pay because she had a boyfriend, boy chasing her for a long time, only to shortly before the girl agreed to the boy and dealing with her for some time. Between I suddenly understood the previous all because she do not want to be hovering between the two men, want to give up on me and then to concentrate to try and boy exchanges. I know that later pretended to be calm, and she was kind enough to say will bless you as long as he Hello, I would quit. Pretend to teach her how to get along with people. In fact, when I fucking heartache too can not find direction, because they've done that kind of commitment. The have Jiangyanhuanxiao. So I am ready to leave, because fuck tears began to come out, do not want to let her see my dismay look. I stood up from the bed and ready to leave, I did not expect the girl moves faster night I bought her something of the money lost to the bed and stood up and opened the door and left. I saw them, anxious the (front did and girls together twenty-six years, six months with her anxious and more depressed) a door pushed live pulled her to let go. Could not restrain their emotions finally in front of her crying out. Small, you can not do not when I last left you let me be a lose the trust of the people, the money I promise to buy you money to help things, the way you throw me tantamount destroyed in front of me trying to do to together in front of you never lose the trust, do you want me be the last to leave when lose the trust of the people? The girl was crying you think I want this, you know that I'm doing more painful, I told your family, they do not agree, I have a way, how can I do? You think in front of me, as you well by this? I also heartache. Every time you fierce, my mind was the pain you know? My heart trembling again, that I always thought that I was wronged, I did not expect the girls are disproportionately affected by pressure than I, she is not does not love me, but I love, I can enjoy the love, to pursue her. But she had to share love deeply hidden to hurt their loved ones. Had thought that this plot will only appear in the inside Korea Gouxue drama, I did not expect to make I met this girl reality. The girls and I did not go to control their feelings two fiercely embrace and kiss each other fiercely, and wait for them to melt into each other in their own body, to become part of each other's. That memory until the end of life, the day I will not forget, unforgettable. Calm down, and I finally figured out how to face emotional problems between me and the girl. In order to not let the girls in the same pain, I chose to do the girl behind the shadow, even if his boyfriend, get married and have children later. My heart is still ~ ~ haha ~ ~ ~ I have no regrets ~ ~ ~ ~ she once loved me, and once I cried, I laughed too. Although the time is not very long, but a lot of things we have experienced is indeed ~ ~ ~ have also gone through the death of the brothers and sisters, the same understanding of the kind of pain ~ ~ ~ life can have such a love my contentment, even if not a lifetime together. But I am willing to do the Harbour after she was injured, so no matter how hard she has to retreat ~ ~ ~ ~ I am willing to do you a lifetime Harbour, although aware of may be very painful. But I will still do that, maybe silly, very naive. But I really regrets. . UGG Adirondack Tall. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Finally finished behind those words maybe some friends would scoff ~ ~ ~ but others love how how want to go. But this thing is my personal experience. Know how to do that on the line, write it also aims to have the support of the network inside. Culture water products is not written mess, friends throw eggs, do not understand the way to step on the feet are nothing. Oh ~ ~ ~ ~. Sincerely thank friends read the article, the first and last article. Tube. This article from the touching story of the past (past and moving story)
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